I'm losing myself

It's getting hard and my bosses are getting harsh. Who do they think they are? God? A perfect God? NO, they're not, they're evils, bad evils pushing me to the ends.

I hate my bosses. As if my workload is compensated by my salary. Do they know who they are stepping down. Gosh, I'm losing myself, I'm losing my self-respect, my efficiciency, losing all te urge to do better.

I try to make each day to the best that I can, I don't even have a single time for my self... I'm almost giving all for this job, and then what?

I am the one incharge of almost all the recruitment process- from calling the applicants, administering the test, checking the exams, setting interviews, I'm the one who creates all the reports for recruitment, all reports for the timekeeping... as if I have 10 hands and 5 bodies. Then, those big bosses would just shut me like that, as if I do nothing? Damn them! What if we exchange places? At least they'll be able to understand how I feel.
I feel humiliated each day, I feel corrupted, I am losing myself.

Now, I understand why Marge left the company and left all her work to me... If I only knew, I would have not accepted this offer.

Goodthing, I got friends in here from differnt departments, and they all agree how bad my boss is. I'm sure nobody will be able to stay in her hands that long. She's the most bad person I ever met.

Lord, help me get through this. I'm really losing myself.

After long months of vacation, after so many job applications, this is it! I was able to land on a job as an HR Personnel, working particularly in the Recruitment and Training. Well, my desire of becoming an HR Manager is on its way!
It's my first day today at work. I got the popsition in Insular Savings Bank. Woh! That's big, ayt? Besides, I will also be able to see my bestfriend Ahia Jason---. Imagine, I have my best in my first job, that's really great. he's assigned in the Credit Department just across the HR Department.

I was able to meet my immediate boss, Maia, our big boss, Bing and my new workmates Sally and Megs. Well, it really feels good. But I got nervous and before I got in the office, there were butterflies in my stomach.

I hope this job perfectly fits me, I really want this. Thank you, Lord for blessing me!
-yUmi

Graduation Day

Hours from now, ga-graduate nako, kso d ko pa ma-feel. Ewan ba!

Yesterday morning, Recognition ng mga Graduate Awardees... and I was one of them.

I graduated Cum Laude, ang saya d ba?! Kaso prang may kulang. I don't know what! Basta, thank you pa rin, Lord!

Yesterday afternoon, Baccalaureate... Grabe... naka-toga na kami! Iba ung feeling! But I can't exactly define how and what is it... basta ganon!

And later afternoon, marks the new beginnning of my life... My life would certainly change forever! But I acknowledge my Lord and my God in everything that I have accomplished.

Of course, as well as my reponsible, ever-caring, ever-loving and ever-supportive parents who gave everything to me!

To my mentors, professors and teachers, to my friends, classmates and colleagues in college, you taught me so many things in this existence!

To all of you, thank you, thank you, thank you so much! Thank you for filling my life and becoming a part of my whole!

My memories wid you are my passes in the real world!

This is Rachelle Villanoche Mosquera
Batch 2003-2004
Philippine Normal University
Bachelor of Science in Psychology
Major in Guidance and counseling Stream (Cum Laude)
Now, signing off!!!