Post Celebration of KKB Anniversary

Yesternight, we gather together, prayed, mingled with each other, played, sung, danced, laughed, ate and a lot more. There were many activities prepared. The event was fun.
For me, the most interesting part is when I spent little but quality time with Myke. It was our first time to be together after our recent dating. Thus, I can't help my self singing the song "I Will".

Who knows how long I've loved you?

You know I love you still

Will I wait a lonely lifetime?

If you want me to, I will

For (and) if I ever saw you

I didn't catch your name

But it never really mattered

I will always feel the same

Love you forever and forever

Love you with all my heart

Love you whenever we're together

Love you when we're apart

And when at last I find you

Your song will fill the air

Sing it loud so I can hear you

Make it easy to be near you

For (and) the things you do endear you to me

You know I will...I will...

Love you forever and forever

Love you with all my heart

Love you whenever we're together

Love you when we're apart

And when at last I find you

Your song will fill the air

Sing it loud so I can hear you

Make it easy to be near you

For (and) the things you do endear you to me

Oh, you know I will

I shared some special moments with Myke when we brushed out teeth together after the dinner, when I leaned on him and carressed his hair while we're sitting back to back. I find it sweet. Romantic. Appealing. Joy. Peace. Hope. Love.

On our way out to the place, all the KKB's walked to home. i wanted him to walk beside me. But we were unable to walked togetehr because the other KKB members held me and others held him. Geez! That was our momnet why did they stole it form us?

I was about to cross the street. But I realized his cellfone and wallet are in my bag. There! I got the chance to talk to him, finally. BUt, he walked to fast. I was calling his name. he can't hear me. I run. I really felt I should return those things to him that moment or else... or else... I don't know.

At last, he heard me. But before I say a word, I stopped, tried to catch my breath. He was stared at me. Then, I gave his things. I told him that I ran to catch him and to catch my breath, no, to return those things. The rest was history.

I went home excited to talk to him and to text him. The last thing I remember he said, "You are now my priority."I. Becoming a priority of someone? I got flattered. Mac never prioritized me. Ryan did. but I did not want him to do so. Now, this man is telling me that Iam his priority. That's a big statement. he needs to prove that one.

Later on... I slept.

KKB Anniversary

Later, in the evening, we'll celebrate the JIL SP9's KKB Anniversary in Zoe. I know he'll come with us. It's a great time to mingle with the KKBs and get to know Myke as well.
Can't wait.

JIL Anniversary 2005

I'll see Myke in Luneta in the JIL Anniversary. I'll be going with my dad and mom but I hope to see him there.

Looking around. Being conscious he's there. To the left. To the right. Maybe infront. He might be at the back. I still can't see him. Till, I saw my churchmates. I saw my bestfriend. I smile at my best. Yet, the perosn I was looking was was not there. Is he really not there. Oh no, he's really not.

I looked around again. Until my world stopped when my best told me that he's going to meet his cousin Ahia Myke somewhere because he can't find us... because he can't find me? He went. My heart's pumping. Beating. Terrible. Do I look alright? Do I look great? He should see me at my best. Or else. Or else. Nah!

I'm listening to the sounds of the wind. Carefully listening to his footsteps. however, I hear a lot of people wlking around, laughing, speaking. Sounds around me. High volume of microphone. Cheers. Everything. Amidst of everything, I can feel he's getting near me... nearer and nearer... he seemed.

Until, I was sure about he's really there. But, I did not looked. I did not raised my head and try to find where I can feel him. I wanted him to look at me first. I know he was staring so. But, but, but, my moment was destructed when I heard a squeaky voice of a girl. I don't like it. I don't want her. I wanted him.

My best seated near me. I was not sure if Myke seated beside us. But I can feel him. It's magic when you begin to feel people near you even without seeing them near you, isn't it?

Onething, I wanted... I wanted him to notice me. So I stood up and ask my Best if we could buy something. I ended up going with Gerald, my best's brother. I knew he noticed me and I knew he wanted inside to join us. Nay, he didn't

We got back. I heard one moment that my mom and dad spoke with him. I smiled knowing that. It carressed my heart. It gave me peace. It gave me joy.

I wanted him to join us to go home. Yet, he did not joined us. He was with his sister and the girl I didn't like him to be with. I got irritated. I was sad.

Yet, happy still since I got hold of my bestfriend. We haven't talked for sometime, since he married, since I left ISB. We talked in the jeepney on our way home. Yet, I never told him what I feel for his cousin. Not this time. No, not yet.

The day ended. I wanted to rest. To sleep. To dream.