I just want a simple life... coz a simple life would mean a best life. I learned this when I was still in High School from our values teacher named, T. Marlo.
I just want to have a happy life that can sustatin living, i want my mom and dad as well as the family that I'll built to become healthy. I want to have a partner and raise a child someday and bestow love the way my parents filled my life with so much care. I want to serve God until the very last minute of my life... I want to fulfill my purpose as a human individual and be ready to face God.
There are such things that I've accomplished such as finishing school, earning a degree, get honors, have friends, get jobs and a lot more. But desiring things is a continuous process, it never ends. When things are achieved, something will again rise up.
Right now, I'll make sure that I will grow in my career and get a full blast of it. Tomorrow is the start of my job and I'll do all I can, take all opportunities and be the best.
At this very moment, I desire, hope and pray to God that He'll give my partner a job in the certain company that he is eyeing. I really do pray he'll get the job offer and we both trust God. Honestly, it's really quite hard by now in his part especially that their business is not succeeding and there's no other source of income. Life is difiicult. But God is just around. He never leaves us nor farsake us. He knows very well when to take action. He has His perfect time. He's ready to catch us whenever we fall. At times, He tries and tests our faith. He'll never give us problems that we can't resolve. He gives us this problems because He knows we can overcome these. We really do pray that he'll get the job because he badly needs it. I know, God answers prayer... and he'll answer our prayer. We just simply entrust him everything. He knows best!
Thank you, Lord! We trust in you!We love you!
Monday, August 7, 2006
Sunday, August 6, 2006
Pasko Dati
Cham created this video and sent it to us.
The pictures shows our team's Christmas Party in Year 2006. I was already teaching in AMA that time.:p
I miss the KFC-HMRD-ER/IR-Lakad Team! You'll always be in my heart!
The pictures shows our team's Christmas Party in Year 2006. I was already teaching in AMA that time.:p
I miss the KFC-HMRD-ER/IR-Lakad Team! You'll always be in my heart!
Friday, August 4, 2006
Contract Signing
I signed my contract. Now, I'm part of the SGS family. Hmmmmm, I hope this job is worthy.=)
Woh, my hone and I had a silent-war today... well... it's because of certain things that I don't like.
Anyway, we reconciled before the day ended.=)I love him so much. He's God-given!
Woh, my hone and I had a silent-war today... well... it's because of certain things that I don't like.
Anyway, we reconciled before the day ended.=)I love him so much. He's God-given!
Thursday, August 3, 2006
What a day!
Today, Ellon and I together with Jhun, Maureen and JOseph visited COL. We've seen Ni and Mia again.. oh well! Reunion! And Mia introduced us to the Wave 4, who all admires Wave 3. Because Mia and Buthry are very proud of us since there are 11 trainees out of 14 shortlisted individuals who are now Sutherlanders. 7 from Pampanga and 4 from Manila. Thus, we really made name. Somehow, I miss our training days... learning from Mia and all the kalokohan and kakulitan that we did!.
In the afernoon, I went in AMA to request a Certificate of Employment and CLearance. Well, i've seen some colleagues and students. Things seem just the same. It's all the same since the day my contract ended. It's great that at least, there are still some people who remembers me, afterall!
At home, I spent quality time with my Papa... we played music and sounds... and he danced a lot! Fun... Fun... Fun...
I miss my honey so much!
In the afernoon, I went in AMA to request a Certificate of Employment and CLearance. Well, i've seen some colleagues and students. Things seem just the same. It's all the same since the day my contract ended. It's great that at least, there are still some people who remembers me, afterall!
At home, I spent quality time with my Papa... we played music and sounds... and he danced a lot! Fun... Fun... Fun...
I miss my honey so much!
Tuesday, August 1, 2006
Medical Exam
I had my medical examination today. My hubby Myke went with me. And it was just a day of fun and laughter. I hope everythings gonna be fine. I hope I'll be fit to work 'coz I don't really feel any sickness at all.=)
Monday, July 31, 2006
God saves
True enough, God works in wondrous ways we cannot fathom. He takes control of everything. Today, I felt like I was falling from a high cliff. During the fall, I felt the pain in my heart. Every second of the fall added misery. It felt as if I can no longer breathe. During the fall, I've totally surrendered my life and accepted that I was really about to die. Yet I repeat, God works in wondrous ways we cannot imagine. He takes control of everything. In the very minute, that my head seems to reach the ground, in an instant flash, God catch me and save me, lifting me higher, higher, higher back in the peak of the cliff. I felt nervousness and joyfulness both at the same time. God works in wondrous ways we cannot fathom. He takes control of everything. He really does.
This really happened to me. I had my final interview today for the e-mail account. There were thirteen of us who were interviewed and only 5 will take the hot slots. When the time the personnel chose the applicants, there were only three names mentioned. One of the three is my friend (Ellon), so he had to stay. When we were about to leave the floor, the personnel asked my two other co-waves to stay (Sheryl & Roj) coz she said that they also passed... And I was left alone. Alone to go home. I did not went home alone, I was with another friend (Jhun- eyeing for another position). He comforted me. I said I was okay. But deep-down inside, I wasn't really fine.
Hours passed, I got home not in mood. I entered our home and I immediately went inside my room to change clothes, to take rest. Depressed and lone. I did not speak anything. I tried to hide everything that happened this day from my mom, while she kept asking and bugging me. I dialed my hone's number. I wanted to talk to him, so he could ease my sadness. I was hoping that he would have passed his final interview. However,he didn't. It added to my sorrow. I wanted to grief. But I just merely can't coz I'm trying to fight and to overcome my depression. Few minutes passed, the phone rang, it was for me. It was my hone. He knew how sadenned I was but he tried to cheer me up. After the short conversation, I've finally told myself to move on and go on... that tomorrow would be another day!
When I got into my room and checked my cellular fone, I got a text message stating that they needed one more candidate for the account and I was next in line. She asked me to get the medical endorsement slip the following day and to submit other requirements. When I read the message, tears fell from my cheeks. I cried out of joy. My mom saw how the tears of joy fell in my eyes, she also cried. I narrated her the day's story and we were both amazed how God made a miracle in my life today. In the corner of my mind, I still can't believe how things turned out to be. I thought Ellon was trying to bluff me. But he didn't. I was able to talk to Ellon and he said, that he would not dare bluff me at all anything regarding work- for it is a serious matter.
True enough, God works in wondrous ways we cannot fathom. He takes control of everything. Today, I felt like I was falling from a high cliff. In the very minute, that my head seems to reach the ground, in an instant flash, God catch me and save me, lifting me higher, higher, higher back in the peak of the cliff.Thank you, Lord! I love you so much!
This really happened to me. I had my final interview today for the e-mail account. There were thirteen of us who were interviewed and only 5 will take the hot slots. When the time the personnel chose the applicants, there were only three names mentioned. One of the three is my friend (Ellon), so he had to stay. When we were about to leave the floor, the personnel asked my two other co-waves to stay (Sheryl & Roj) coz she said that they also passed... And I was left alone. Alone to go home. I did not went home alone, I was with another friend (Jhun- eyeing for another position). He comforted me. I said I was okay. But deep-down inside, I wasn't really fine.
Hours passed, I got home not in mood. I entered our home and I immediately went inside my room to change clothes, to take rest. Depressed and lone. I did not speak anything. I tried to hide everything that happened this day from my mom, while she kept asking and bugging me. I dialed my hone's number. I wanted to talk to him, so he could ease my sadness. I was hoping that he would have passed his final interview. However,he didn't. It added to my sorrow. I wanted to grief. But I just merely can't coz I'm trying to fight and to overcome my depression. Few minutes passed, the phone rang, it was for me. It was my hone. He knew how sadenned I was but he tried to cheer me up. After the short conversation, I've finally told myself to move on and go on... that tomorrow would be another day!
When I got into my room and checked my cellular fone, I got a text message stating that they needed one more candidate for the account and I was next in line. She asked me to get the medical endorsement slip the following day and to submit other requirements. When I read the message, tears fell from my cheeks. I cried out of joy. My mom saw how the tears of joy fell in my eyes, she also cried. I narrated her the day's story and we were both amazed how God made a miracle in my life today. In the corner of my mind, I still can't believe how things turned out to be. I thought Ellon was trying to bluff me. But he didn't. I was able to talk to Ellon and he said, that he would not dare bluff me at all anything regarding work- for it is a serious matter.
True enough, God works in wondrous ways we cannot fathom. He takes control of everything. Today, I felt like I was falling from a high cliff. In the very minute, that my head seems to reach the ground, in an instant flash, God catch me and save me, lifting me higher, higher, higher back in the peak of the cliff.Thank you, Lord! I love you so much!
Sunday, July 30, 2006
Dilemma
I don't know what to do. I have another scheduled interview today for a CSR position (e-mail account), but i don't feel like going, it's raining cats and dogs outside and I'm thinking that I'll just waste my time, money and effort only to wait for the result for a long time... only to find out that I'm not qualified. What a heck! Besides, I want to work near home. But on the otherhand, this is what i wanted a week ago... to get the position... since I took my training in this
company.
Whoala! It drives me insane! I don't know what to do. My head says that I should go. But my body stops me from doing any preparations and so.
company.
Whoala! It drives me insane! I don't know what to do. My head says that I should go. But my body stops me from doing any preparations and so.
Sunday, July 16, 2006
Just wanta' cry
I don't have to air anything, I'm real good but I want'a cry out loud yet there seems to be no place for me to do so and no reason at all. Oh Geez! Well, honestly there are but don't wanna think bout it and tackle (yarayarayara). Damn! It makes me insane. Juz want'a cry inside. Just here! I feel like bursting and there's nobody I can turn to except to put this into writing.
Now, I'm cryin' I am.
It isn't bad it's been time, since the last time I cried hard.
Soon I'll be okay! Oh Geez!
To whoever reads this blog, onething's for sure my tears have fallen when you finished reading this thanks for bearing! Bbyez! Tata!
Now, I'm cryin' I am.
It isn't bad it's been time, since the last time I cried hard.
Soon I'll be okay! Oh Geez!
To whoever reads this blog, onething's for sure my tears have fallen when you finished reading this thanks for bearing! Bbyez! Tata!
Monday, July 3, 2006
Conquering Defeat
Strange. I don't know how it was but I am picking up the broken pieces of my dreams. I thought I was dead. I just got numb for awhile. Thinking it over, I didn't know how I questioned GOD. I wasn't able to understand His purpose... not even until now... or tomorrow... or months from now.
I'm in the point of losing my sanity because of that dopy ultimate chagrin. I just want an answer to my question, "Why?", "Why can't I?". I'm not born to be wretched just like that by those little-brain people who thinks they're pundit. This makes me think that they're the nincompoops, imbeciles and idiots who are mentally incapable. Ggggggrrrr...
I became rigid. Yet, my mom and dad especially my mom became my fortress in the distant world that I chose to live on those days of drought.
yUmi, pick yourself up! There... on the side, one more at the back... I can still see little rejected parts of you... don't forget to grasp everything that you own. Time is running, yUmi. Remember it is running.
Don't cry over spilled milk, it won't taste good anyway. These are the times when you should be firm... don't let them think you're incapable. Prove them. Stimulate your mind. Stabilize your heart. Then, ascend, ascend, ascend.
Ten years from now, you'll just be laughing at this incident of your life. Stop crying, yUmi. Your tear glands is literally dry.
Conquer Defeat.
Ooooppps, don't forget to utter God your "sorry".
"Lord, I'm so sorry. I'm sorry for questioning you plans in my life. I let you drive my realm beginning today."
I'm in the point of losing my sanity because of that dopy ultimate chagrin. I just want an answer to my question, "Why?", "Why can't I?". I'm not born to be wretched just like that by those little-brain people who thinks they're pundit. This makes me think that they're the nincompoops, imbeciles and idiots who are mentally incapable. Ggggggrrrr...
I became rigid. Yet, my mom and dad especially my mom became my fortress in the distant world that I chose to live on those days of drought.
yUmi, pick yourself up! There... on the side, one more at the back... I can still see little rejected parts of you... don't forget to grasp everything that you own. Time is running, yUmi. Remember it is running.
Don't cry over spilled milk, it won't taste good anyway. These are the times when you should be firm... don't let them think you're incapable. Prove them. Stimulate your mind. Stabilize your heart. Then, ascend, ascend, ascend.
Ten years from now, you'll just be laughing at this incident of your life. Stop crying, yUmi. Your tear glands is literally dry.
Conquer Defeat.
Ooooppps, don't forget to utter God your "sorry".
"Lord, I'm so sorry. I'm sorry for questioning you plans in my life. I let you drive my realm beginning today."
Tuesday, June 6, 2006
Angry at the World
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