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"You may think that the letters written above may be senseless, but NO! It means sorrow, hurt, pain, madness, hatred, anger, wrath, disturbance, exasperation, rage."
Tuesday, June 6, 2006
Thursday, November 10, 2005
I'm extremely in love
Oh well! Just wanna inform the world that I'm in love...;-)
Grabe, sarap ng feeling... after couple of years... now, I'm able to love again.=)
Wednesday, November 2, 2005
Agreement
Myke and I agreed that our Anniversary date would be not the 1st of November instead the 30th of October where we first gained extreme special feeling for each other. We also agreed that he'll call me "Sweet" and I'll call him "Hone".
That's the Deal.
That's the Deal.
Tuesday, November 1, 2005
Two become One
12 midnight we chatted on the phone. Expressed our feelings about the recent event and about ourselves. It was a long talk.
I realized that we have chatted on the phone for almost over a month. We went out dating only sevarl times. Yet, I feel like I have known him since the very beginning and vice versa.
Today, I gave him my heart.I don't know how long this affinity will last. I pray forever. I pray it ends... NEVER!
*I decided to write my first note. I'll gonna write him notes everyday until we reach our 1st year Anniversary. That's gonna be 365 love notes for my Hone.
I realized that we have chatted on the phone for almost over a month. We went out dating only sevarl times. Yet, I feel like I have known him since the very beginning and vice versa.
Today, I gave him my heart.I don't know how long this affinity will last. I pray forever. I pray it ends... NEVER!
*I decided to write my first note. I'll gonna write him notes everyday until we reach our 1st year Anniversary. That's gonna be 365 love notes for my Hone.
Monday, October 31, 2005
Post Celebration of KKB Anniversary
Yesternight, we gather together, prayed, mingled with each other, played, sung, danced, laughed, ate and a lot more. There were many activities prepared. The event was fun.
For me, the most interesting part is when I spent little but quality time with Myke. It was our first time to be together after our recent dating. Thus, I can't help my self singing the song "I Will".
Who knows how long I've loved you?
I shared some special moments with Myke when we brushed out teeth together after the dinner, when I leaned on him and carressed his hair while we're sitting back to back. I find it sweet. Romantic. Appealing. Joy. Peace. Hope. Love.
On our way out to the place, all the KKB's walked to home. i wanted him to walk beside me. But we were unable to walked togetehr because the other KKB members held me and others held him. Geez! That was our momnet why did they stole it form us?
I was about to cross the street. But I realized his cellfone and wallet are in my bag. There! I got the chance to talk to him, finally. BUt, he walked to fast. I was calling his name. he can't hear me. I run. I really felt I should return those things to him that moment or else... or else... I don't know.
At last, he heard me. But before I say a word, I stopped, tried to catch my breath. He was stared at me. Then, I gave his things. I told him that I ran to catch him and to catch my breath, no, to return those things. The rest was history.
I went home excited to talk to him and to text him. The last thing I remember he said, "You are now my priority."I. Becoming a priority of someone? I got flattered. Mac never prioritized me. Ryan did. but I did not want him to do so. Now, this man is telling me that Iam his priority. That's a big statement. he needs to prove that one.
Later on... I slept.
For me, the most interesting part is when I spent little but quality time with Myke. It was our first time to be together after our recent dating. Thus, I can't help my self singing the song "I Will".
Who knows how long I've loved you?
You know I love you still
Will I wait a lonely lifetime?
If you want me to, I will
For (and) if I ever saw you
I didn't catch your name
But it never really mattered
I will always feel the same
Love you forever and forever
Love you with all my heart
Love you whenever we're together
Love you when we're apart
And when at last I find you
Your song will fill the air
Sing it loud so I can hear you
Make it easy to be near you
For (and) the things you do endear you to me
You know I will...I will...
Love you forever and forever
Love you with all my heart
Love you whenever we're together
Love you when we're apart
And when at last I find you
Your song will fill the air
Sing it loud so I can hear you
Make it easy to be near you
For (and) the things you do endear you to me
Oh, you know I will
I shared some special moments with Myke when we brushed out teeth together after the dinner, when I leaned on him and carressed his hair while we're sitting back to back. I find it sweet. Romantic. Appealing. Joy. Peace. Hope. Love.
On our way out to the place, all the KKB's walked to home. i wanted him to walk beside me. But we were unable to walked togetehr because the other KKB members held me and others held him. Geez! That was our momnet why did they stole it form us?
I was about to cross the street. But I realized his cellfone and wallet are in my bag. There! I got the chance to talk to him, finally. BUt, he walked to fast. I was calling his name. he can't hear me. I run. I really felt I should return those things to him that moment or else... or else... I don't know.
At last, he heard me. But before I say a word, I stopped, tried to catch my breath. He was stared at me. Then, I gave his things. I told him that I ran to catch him and to catch my breath, no, to return those things. The rest was history.
I went home excited to talk to him and to text him. The last thing I remember he said, "You are now my priority."I. Becoming a priority of someone? I got flattered. Mac never prioritized me. Ryan did. but I did not want him to do so. Now, this man is telling me that Iam his priority. That's a big statement. he needs to prove that one.
Later on... I slept.
Sunday, October 30, 2005
KKB Anniversary
Later, in the evening, we'll celebrate the JIL SP9's KKB Anniversary in Zoe. I know he'll come with us. It's a great time to mingle with the KKBs and get to know Myke as well.
Can't wait.
Can't wait.
Monday, October 17, 2005
Application in AMA
After failing the GCAT, I took chances to apply for work in a school setting this time in the Tertiary level. It doesn't matter if I don't have a masteral unit yet. I just feel good about this. I had the feeling that I'll get the job.
I went in AMA Computer University to apply the other day. Whoala! Just after an examination and an interview. They called me once again today for a demo-teaching. I did what was asked. I prepared "Erik Erikson's Theory of Development" as my topic
I didn't had many butterflies in the stomach this time. After the demo, I felt great. The professors who watched my demo were speechless I guess on the way I delivered my topic about Psychology. It so happened that one of them, amazingly knows me... as if he had met me. But, nay, I haven't really talked to him even once. He knows my mom and I was surprised in the turn of events. Gotta have colleagues immediately, huh?!
I was asked to start immediately by next Wednesday. My schedule would be every MWF. Wow, it's amazing! Imagine, I don't even have any master's unit but hey, I'm teaching in the collegiate level! Such a blessing!
Indeed, when "God closes a door, He opens a window."
I went in AMA Computer University to apply the other day. Whoala! Just after an examination and an interview. They called me once again today for a demo-teaching. I did what was asked. I prepared "Erik Erikson's Theory of Development" as my topic
I didn't had many butterflies in the stomach this time. After the demo, I felt great. The professors who watched my demo were speechless I guess on the way I delivered my topic about Psychology. It so happened that one of them, amazingly knows me... as if he had met me. But, nay, I haven't really talked to him even once. He knows my mom and I was surprised in the turn of events. Gotta have colleagues immediately, huh?!
I was asked to start immediately by next Wednesday. My schedule would be every MWF. Wow, it's amazing! Imagine, I don't even have any master's unit but hey, I'm teaching in the collegiate level! Such a blessing!
Indeed, when "God closes a door, He opens a window."
Sunday, October 16, 2005
When it rain, it pours
It's really true that when God bless you, He blesses you through and through.
God is so good to me. He showers me with overflowing blessings that I almost cannot contain. I wanna shout and inform the world how great HE is!
Sometimes, I think that I am not worthy of all these things and I even want to ask God why he's blessing me too much but I won't dare do so I will never question God.
I know and I believe in my heart that He has so many plans for me and a lot more is yet to come.
"Lord, I know your ways are higher than mine. I'll follow your leading and trust your desire!"
Saturday, October 15, 2005
Conversations
I had several wonderful conversations this day. I had conversations with several significant people in my life. People who are distant to me. People whom I consider special. It's really nice to know that even though time and distance separates us apart they are all still there. I miss them so much!
I was able to have a converse with someone I treat special I just don't know if he feels the same way I'm not expecting but I'm hoping somehow. He made my day! I also had a great time with my churchmates it was like a heavenly moment with them. And of course, my former officemates whom I consider my next family gave their regards. I miss them a lot! I miss spending time and making memories with them. And of course, I had a wonderful conversation with my close friend in college.Jeslie, my dear sister, Oh my! I felt so glad to catch you online. My heart wanted to leap out of joy the short moment that we'e been together. I miss our friendship. Though I know, that it would always be there, I miss your company. I miss the days that we're together. The days we crammed, the days we eat fries and floats in Mc Donalds. The days we talked about our heartaches and heartbreaks. The days that we would laugh and cry together. The days we shared our dreams. The days we achieve some of the dreams. Even the day we had a cold fight. I miss our college days. I miss the days of our lives. I have never told you but I'm so glad that you became a part of my favorite journey. I know someday, we will be able to have the worthy and deserving man of our lives, the one who will love us unconditionally. Let's just be patient enough, I know we will! God moves in mysterious ways! After all the years we've been together, ngayon lang yata ako mag-thank you say, salamat talaga ha. I may sound so dramatic and sentimental right now but I don't care this is what I feel. Thank you, sis!
And to those who are reading this blog- thanks for the time. I'm glad to share a part of my life with you guys!
"We're never getting younger but we are getting wiser!"
I was able to have a converse with someone I treat special I just don't know if he feels the same way I'm not expecting but I'm hoping somehow. He made my day! I also had a great time with my churchmates it was like a heavenly moment with them. And of course, my former officemates whom I consider my next family gave their regards. I miss them a lot! I miss spending time and making memories with them. And of course, I had a wonderful conversation with my close friend in college.Jeslie, my dear sister, Oh my! I felt so glad to catch you online. My heart wanted to leap out of joy the short moment that we'e been together. I miss our friendship. Though I know, that it would always be there, I miss your company. I miss the days that we're together. The days we crammed, the days we eat fries and floats in Mc Donalds. The days we talked about our heartaches and heartbreaks. The days that we would laugh and cry together. The days we shared our dreams. The days we achieve some of the dreams. Even the day we had a cold fight. I miss our college days. I miss the days of our lives. I have never told you but I'm so glad that you became a part of my favorite journey. I know someday, we will be able to have the worthy and deserving man of our lives, the one who will love us unconditionally. Let's just be patient enough, I know we will! God moves in mysterious ways! After all the years we've been together, ngayon lang yata ako mag-thank you say, salamat talaga ha. I may sound so dramatic and sentimental right now but I don't care this is what I feel. Thank you, sis!
And to those who are reading this blog- thanks for the time. I'm glad to share a part of my life with you guys!
"We're never getting younger but we are getting wiser!"
Friday, October 14, 2005
First Failure
Today, I learned that I failed the GCAT. I can no longer take my Master's in our School. It gloomed the moment I learned that I failed. It's my first failure. I didn't know how to console my heart.
Until I visited my EWS Family, I brought a cake for them and told nothing about the result. For the first time I kept it on my own. I did not stayed long because they're almost done with their luch. It's just nice to see them again.
I had a scheduled date today, I met Ahia Myke in SM. It's our first date after long and undending converstaions at night, we've finally decided to take the next step... dating. I told him that I failed. But it was not that hurtful at all. I still managed to smile, perhaps because he was there. Well, I don't care. It hurts when I do. I just think of it as a challenge. We watched "The Legend of Zorro". Of course, we enjoyed the movie.
I began to notice his beautiful little eyes, well, because he's chinese. He's a real gentleman. I like him... a LOT now!
Until I visited my EWS Family, I brought a cake for them and told nothing about the result. For the first time I kept it on my own. I did not stayed long because they're almost done with their luch. It's just nice to see them again.
I had a scheduled date today, I met Ahia Myke in SM. It's our first date after long and undending converstaions at night, we've finally decided to take the next step... dating. I told him that I failed. But it was not that hurtful at all. I still managed to smile, perhaps because he was there. Well, I don't care. It hurts when I do. I just think of it as a challenge. We watched "The Legend of Zorro". Of course, we enjoyed the movie.
I began to notice his beautiful little eyes, well, because he's chinese. He's a real gentleman. I like him... a LOT now!
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