Christmas 2004

It's Christmas Day! I feel free at last.

I wonder if my bestfriend went in the office today.

Why should I care? I'm not going there anyway.

Not anymore.

I'm happy this Christmas, though I no longer have a work.

Anyway, I always belive that when God closes a door, He opens a window!

Last Day in ISB

Finally, I'm saying goodbye. This is my last day in ISB.

Today, is not much of work... well, it's the 24th of December and everyone is celebrating before New Year's Eve. Food flooded almost everywhere. Yummy!

I talked to Maia and Bing and said my goodbye. Of course, I was still the humble person even if they humiliated me from the day I started. But at the back of my mind, "Someday, if I become a boss, I will not become like you. I will become good and loved."

Well, at least there are things that I learned from them. First, I learned the value of time. Second, I learned to stretch my patience. Third, I learned a lot of things especially about the recruitment procedure, I know this have equipped me for my next job.

That four months was not easy, it really wasn't. If you only know how hard my experience was... you will not just cry a river like I did, you will cry an ocean. It came to teh point that I lost my self-respect. I was physically, mentally, financially and emotionally hurt by people who do not mean a single thing to me.

Before I left, I was able to bid my goodbye to my friends from different departments. Ronald D. (my crush) also bid goodbye and gave me cake as a christmas gift. I saw the sadness in his eyes when he stared at me before I left. That moment, I wanted to stay. I wanted to hug him. Yet, I can't.

I'm happy that at least my friends cared for me like Sha-Sha, Megs, Sally, Ronald, Ted, Jun of course, my Best. They all wished me well.

So glad, to finally leave.The feeling is relieving, soothing, relaxing.

Fin'lly!

Seem so near yet so far

I'm counting my remaining days in ISB. I'm making the most out of every moment. I enjoy the company of my workmates, without them, I could really not stay even just for a month in this company. Goodthing, God still fills what I need. I needed friends... and that I have. The end is near, but it seems so far. Each minute that I staty in the office seems hours, each hours seem days, each day seem months... Can't wait to go.

Well, at least I was able to master my work before leaving. But, never a day my freaking bosses have been good to me. Damn. She's dangerous. Sour. Harh. Rotten. I think she's insane. Perhaps, her soul is set on fire even now, even now that she's not yet dying. Sure she'll go to hell. No doubt. That's how hurtful she is.

My parents, well at least told me that it's my decision. Of course it is. I don't want to stay and work in hell. For God sake! This job is not worth of my service. They should find other person who will they fool around and hurt emotionally.
I'm over them.