Tuesday, August 16, 2005

The mail

Today, I got the email that Ahia Myke told me that he'll send me after the examination. This is the content:


Subject: Confidential
Message:
Hello, this message is strictly just for your eyes only. I want to be straight w/ you, I dont want to beat around the bush. "Im falling in love with you." The first time I saw you I liked you then after the get together, I admired you. Then, I said to myself, "She is my kind of girl." I am attracted to you coz you are full of life, determination, guts and brain. I am sorry you're shocked about this message, I just cant help it. Actually matagal ko ng gustong i-mail sa yo ito kaso lang nagre-review ka and i dont want to disturb you baka ako pa ang maging dahilan pag bumaba ung score mo kya hinintay ko matapos yung exam mo. I got the courage to say this things to you dahil sa mail na na-forward mo sa kin remember "read alone someone might love you" yung last part kaya ko nasabi sa yo to. But dont worry di pa naman kita liligawan kasi may kailangan pa akong i-build ulit at alam ko rin mag ma-masteral ka pa & i dont want to become an obstacle. I wish all good things for you, I pray so hard that all your dreams do come true. I hope hwag maging dahilan itong nobelang ito para iwasan mo ko o.k right now mag-kaibigan muna tayo and I'll keep it that way para di ka mailang sa kin pero after 2yrs at wala ka pang bf I'll court you (yun naman ay kung papayag ka pero kung hindi that's fine still friend pa rin tayo at di kita PIPILITIN) so see you na lang my friend God bless you.


I smiled after reading the letter. He likes me. Yeah, he does. Flattering in a way, but I really didn't expect. It took me awhile to create my reply. Here it goes:


hi. I hope you're in good condition as you read my response. I was actually expecting a problem of yours to resolve on... yet there seems to be no problem at all. What you've emailed me was a mere reflection of your strength and courage to like and to love. And I admire you for that! Thank you for being honest and courteous and friendly. Thank you as well for waiting to tell me these things in the right time... I'm impressed. Don't worry, nothing will change. I pray that our friendhip will grow more in the sight of God. Let's not bother of the future things, God knows what to do and what will come ahead of us... Things will be revealed in His perfect time.
For now, let's be friends... no worries, i won't change!
By the way, have you prayed about your feelings to God? Hehehe;-)
See you soon,
yUmi


It's nice to know that he likes me. However, I don't seem to like him. I could not imagine myself and him--- together. Besides, as I've mentioned before he's my best's cousin and we are in the same church. I don't know how possible it would be.

Sunday, August 14, 2005

LET

I took the test today. I was nervous at first but I tried to calm down myself. There were some easy questions and hard questions. There were questions taken form the review classes. In General it was hard. Oh my, I don't know if I can make it.

"But my faith is in you, Lord."

I even saw Mary, Sabrina, Via and other psych majors of our University. I was unable to see new friends who I have just met in the review classes. I really do hope that we'll all pass the examination.

The result is indefinite. They did not said when it will be released. Gosh, my heart's pumping. I want to pass!!!

When I arrived home, my head was freaking aching. I was hungry and at the same time tired, so tired. My parents gave me hug and smiles cheering that we should celebrate for I've pass! Such a faith!

I have that faith!

Monday, August 8, 2005

Phonecall

I was able to get a hold on line with Ahia Myke, he is my bestfriend's cousin. He mentioned that he'll email me something when my exam is over.

What could it be? Something about his problem of his x-girlfriend? I remember he asked something on what to do and what to say to a girl in a certain situation. I gave him neutral answers. That would be it. I'm sure, its about that and I will be more than willing to help.

But why should wait for nextweek? Fishy!

Sunday, August 7, 2005

Final Review Day

After 9 weeks of review classes, I will take the examination next week. Oh God! Help me, Lord. The butterflies are in my stomach again.