Today

Today is the day set for me to know.
The day I'm long waiting, 12 days ago.
This day will make or break me
Neither, I decide to remain my faith
May it turn good or bad,
In favor for me or not,
I know, I'm in the right hands of God.
..chug, chug. ..
...chug, chug...
...chug, chug...
My heart beats
Faster and faster, it goes.
A part of me says, stop worrying and fretting inside.
Yet another part questions, "what if's?"
Yes, I have surrendered
... and now I simply have to trust God.