Forgiveness

Forgiveness.
Why is it so hard to give,
To those who have hurt you much,
To those who have hurt the ones who are dear to you.

Forgiveness.
It's a resentment, an indignation, an anger,
That resulted from a perceived offense.

Forgiveness. T
hey say that it's given by strong people
And so what if I'm weak?

Forgiveness.
They say that there is no love without forgiveness.
I don't have any intentions of loving them anyway.

Forgiveness... when will I give you?

I don't know when, maybe when all the wounds have completely healed.
For now, let me just medicate myself.
I know God, you can wait for me, ayt?!